Despair

Wow been ages since I last posted, not sure what I want to post also, kinda busy these days. Maybe I'm not in the mood for feelings at the moment, it seems that there are many things that I need to achieve first before thinking about them, I hope this concentration can last for a long time. Oh well I probably would not update much anymore but occasionally perhaps.

There is no way to defeat despair, all you can do is keep walking...

Enchanted

So close, so close...and still so far...
- Enchanted

I did not think that Enchanted was a part cartoon movie, but Disney really did well to make it a part cartoon part real movie, it's really nice. Trying to make us hope that fantasy do become reality well maybe they do, it does give you a nice feeling
to it. That song during the ballroom dance was really nice.

So Close

You're in my arms
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close together

And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

So close to reaching
That famous happy ending
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...

Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We're so close to reaching
That famous happy ending
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...

A nice song, indeed very nice, one listen and I know it's a song to have. Makes you want to believe that there is such a thing as true love and meant to be which I am having difficulties believing at this point. Strange at how these things come when you need them. Oh well, it was a nice movie, a movie that can be watched over and over again like when we were kids. So far...we are...so close...

Thoughts

Last night I could not sleep, too much thoughts running in my mind. Thoughts about her mainly. Perhaps she is that kind of girl I'm afraid she would be, that I already realised a while ago, but just never wanted to believe. I guess I believe now. Haha, it's exactly the same as how I was chasing the one from 7 years ago. Guess I shouldnt expect a different ending. In the end, it's still the same.

Sigh, cleaning time, flush everything out of my heart, wipe the mess, bandage the scars, prepare it for something new and beautiful. For perhaps someone I have not met yet. Nothing can describe how I feel better than this picture.

Horizon

What's a person to do when all they can do is watch from afar?
- 200 Pounds Beauty

Only god can do everything, man can only do what he's capable of.
- 200 Pounds Beauty

Well I never expected this movie to be so in touch with my feelings. There were really some thoughtful questions brought up in the movie. Can't believe I have not watched this movie even though I bought the dvd like a year ago. I just happen to find it in the storage room when I was bored. Well it turned out to be a great movie, with many stuffs about life that can be learned from it, the good and the bad.

My results were good, not that I was worried about them, well I was kinda worried about biology but turns out my result was much much better than expected. Well gotta work hard for next semester too.

Today a pair of my friends failed the long distance test, I guess it really is hard. Takes both parties to commit to make it last. Too many times I have seen good relationships destroyed by long distance. Oh well I can only help cos I know how it feels.

"He who finds a wife finds what is good and receives favor from the Lord"
- Proverbs 18:22