Happy

Today was a very happy day, I hope that it can be everyday, but we shouldnt be too greedy. Too much of a good thing can make us sick also.

But I must say that this feeling is so different, it's like comfortable happiness. Things are so...naturally good. I really dont know what else to write, I dun want to spoil this feeling by describing in words that are not good enough to be used to describe.

Let's leave it as, I'm really thankful that I've found her and I will cherish her a lot.

100th Post

Oh yea it's my 100th post, but too bad it has to be an emo post...not like i want to purposely make it emo...but that's how i feel now...and it seems that i'm always emo...

But again I dont know what to write also...things are like...so happening and yet not so happening. I think this is the phase where you would put "it's complicated" in the relationship status is facebook. Like that Katy Pery song, you're yes and you're no, you're up and you're down, you're in and you're out....whatever.

But however, things seems to be in positive mood these days. How I wish things can happen faster, how I wish she would forget him faster, patience patience...I've waited this long, a few more weeks or months probably means nothing.

I wonder why cycles happen, when u're really happy, somehow something will happen to dampen that happiness, sometimes up to a point where the feeling turns to sadness. It's like a cyclic graph, up and down and up and down. Hope it doesnt tire me out first. I just need to calm down and a dose of patience.