Cough

All right my heart is in turmoil...so time to pour the feelings out once again. And again, I don't know, feels like I'm pushing her too hard to accept my feelings. Probably a bad thing, but I never meant it in a bad way. Perhaps I shouldnt do anything, kinda gets tiring after a while. When two people gets so close and yet nothing happens...it is really tiring. Seriously I keep asking myself what am I trying so hard for? Isnt it easier to just let all these things go and perhaps not bother about them. Or maybe I just dont wanna live to regret it, pondering on the what ifs in the future.

Sigh what's wrong with being honest in love, however most of the time people prefer to accept lies than reality. This is not helping, I need to waste my time elsewhere.