Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Even after so long

It's just so weird to still have these feelings after so many long years, is it infatuation or is it the love I've been looking for all these while. When I'm sad I start to think of you again, when I'm in need of someone I think of you, when I feel that the whole world dislike me, I think of you. It's like I'm on a hill at night looking at the stars in the sky, wishing in my heart for the one day where you would find me too in your wish. When I put my hands up it feels like the stars are within reach but no matter how I grasp I can never grasp the stars.

I just realised today that it's been more than 10 years from the first time I gave you my heart, not sure why in my head it's always 7 years, seems like time froze then after that fateful dream and thawed after the dream a few weeks back.

Again I can only look at the stars, wishing that you are wishing for me too.

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