Huhuhu

Today I suddenly had a revelation...it was painful to suddenly realise the same problem is arising. One of my friends mentioned it and I suddenly kept quiet, into deep thought. I suddenly realised that...even though I can like her a lot, I may sacrifice lots for her...but in the end...I dont think she will want to leave this place...

Suddenly the mood's all changed...the optimism is starting to ebb away...a dull feeling overcoming me. I'm starting to be confused...I need...someone that understands me. Why is this happening again...