Pain

Today it hurts again, I don't know why but it hurts, something that someone said earlier bothered me greatly. My heart was worrying a lot, it was hurting a lot, I felt so gloomy, so sad and sad. I kept praying inside and asked God for help to let me go of that feeling. It was so bad that it was causing my body stress. And finally after Genneo(church for youngsters) I felt totally better, the worry isn't there, praise the Lord for that.

However it does lead me to thinking to a problem. You know you can just tell me anything. It doesn't matter if it leads to me being sad or anything, I'm pretty much ready for it.



"When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures"
- James 4:3

Is it because I'm asking it wrong? I don't think so, there is no malice nor possessiveness in my prayer. I asked God for your protection always, and hope that one day you will understand. Maybe I should just rephrase my prayers. I do hope that one day it will happen.

"I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
Can't you see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one that love you more"
- Celine Dion: To love you more

Celine Dion has a wonderful singing voice.