Vexed

Aaaaar I cant sleep, something is bothering me so much and my heart is crying, I dont understand, dont tell me all the things that happened so far are just lies. I'm not happy, my heart is not happy. If all the things that happened were nothing more than lies, then I give up, I've had enough. Nothing is different, the ending is always the same., will this one be the same? I feel like vomiting. Sigh only three hours of sleep. AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr