Honesty

Sometimes I really wished someone would come and try to understand me a little, someone would be bold enough to get to know me, but I guess I wouldnt want just anyone to do that, perhaps some specific people that I'm interested in I guess. Humans are just like this, it's sad but it's reality.

Ambiguity makes people suffer, you dont know when to pursue or when to give up.

I think the best in life is being honest, even though at times it may not be the best choice, but I believe honesty goes a long way. Honest with your feelings, honest with your words to others, honest about life. Because lying is tiring, you have to cover this and that, it's just too much to do for something that may not even be there at the end. But how do we differentiate honesty and foolishness? It's just the same like the edges of a sword.

I've always believed that being direct and honest is the best way, when I like a girl I will tell them I like them, and normally they would just reject me and ignore me. Perhaps I'm still waiting and hoping that one day when I tell a girl the same thing she would give me a different reaction. Perhaps faith is necessary in such matters. I would say do it when the feeling is there, there is already no point if the feeling has gone. Dont wait till the waiting has lost its meaning.

What am I writing... guess I'm just feeling lonely.