You know that feeling...happy yet afraid of the sadness that might come. It's sweet and sour. It's like the feelings of love for the past few days is slowly ebbing away, and fear is coming in, fear of losing that feeling.
Maybe I'm just starting to wake up from my beauty dream, it is a nice one though, the feeling is still there. I wonder if it's still possible or not. I know I would be real sad if it didnt work out. But I guess this is love, you go insanely crazy over a person, so full of hope and full of happiness over the potentiality of being together. But when it doesnt happen, you get so very sad over it because you know you had very strong feelings but you had to let it go in the end.
This one is special I know it, the feelings is so overwhelming...it's like I know this is it, the one I have been waiting for all your life...but yet...how can I have second thoughts if I was so sure, but surely this is probably the first this feeling came to me. This is insane, it's like I want it so badly, but so afraid of not being able to get it...humans...
I just really hope that this will not turn out to be a distant and forever goodbye.
Monday, July 27, 2009
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