Self-comdemnation

"Self-condemnation also manifests itself with destructive effect in relationships. If you are in a wonderful relationship with somebody who really loves you and cares for you, you will inevitably do something that sabotages the relationship because something inside tells you that you do not deserve to be loved by this person"
- Joseph Prince

Many many times we're driven by guilt in the things we do, we believe we don't deserve this and that and in the end we really don't get them, even if we do we will find a lame excuse to feel that we do not deserve it. Things are as easy as accepting, I had something but I never once felt that I was blessed, most of the time was how could I have been blessed with something so wonderful when I feel guilty about my life. And that was how the sabotaging starts. But well things have changed now, things does turn for the better after having grace and peace in my heart, hmmmm that sentence is wrong. I received grace therefore I have peace in my heart.



Refuse to believe no more cos I believe now.

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"What did dad tells us about princesses?
That they find handsome princes to marry and you ain't no prince"
- August Rush

August Rush is a good movie, much like Nodame Cantabile, but just with a much younger genius. It'll be nice if all I do everyday is music, no need for anything else, just the love and passion for music drives me. However that is not for everyone.

"I love music, much more than food"
- August Rush