Nope no dreams of you, that is good. But instead for today and yesterday I get a flashback of my emotional life so far, everything is coming back at me, and I mean everything. One after the other turning up on me in one form or another. Though it isnt a bad thing, but it's like digging old wounds. And then I realised that my old wounds were not drained, they are still there and not healed yet, especially the major one. I havent seen nor talk to her in like 5 years, just seeing her picture brings back all the memories, all of them come flooding in. It is time to clean up that wound and let it heal properly or else it would turn into something nasty. Same goes for the rest, time to drain my heart and prepare it for perhaps something new and good. I believe that the run of bad events are ending and good ones will be coming from now.
To those that have been involved in my life, doesn't matter if you have hurted me or I have done the same to you, all I want is for you to be happy, and that is what I always wish for for my birthdays. I never wished for someone to be mine, but it's always for that someone to be happy. Stupid and foolish, but that's what my heart wants.
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