Since yesterday my heart has been hurting, I don't know if it was physically or emotionally, but it's not in a good state. The sad and depressive mood is coming back, and I'm trying to stop that. I guess even though at times you can be prepared for something but when it really happens the feeling is totally different. I guess it was never meant to be then. I learnt something from all this, that is not all dreams come true, they do come true, but not all of them. Guess it isnt easy when we have parents involved in such matters.
I laugh at my whole predicament, going after doesnt work, arranged marriages doesnt work, what's more? Seems like I'm just not meant for these things.
Most probably going to Sg tomorrow, but seems like there is no need to meet you. It just felt redundant and I know it might leave more scars in my heart. I dont want to be a scar collector.
Mood is not good.
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