Wait

Today my family pastor said that I'm the melancholy type, which means I'm often in a gloomy state of mind. I won't deny that as I know that sometimes I do dwell often in that state. Oh well ...

"How long are you willing to wait for the one you love?"
- Love in the time of cholera

How long would I wait ... it's such a simple question yet difficult to answer. Some people would not wait for long, some people give themselves time limits, while others may wait a really really long time not knowing if they would end up with the person they waited for so long. Once we decided we should not regret for we've made the choice. It took me seven years to get over the first one, I don't know how long it will take me to get over this one. It doesn't seem that things work out with the one in my heart, I don't understand ...



Today again I went to that pet shop and that black scottish terrier is still there, it was resting, he looked at me and I looked at him. His whole body is black like his eyes. He needs a good master, please God bring him to a good home. If the revelation of my decision is done and he is still there, I might take him home, and his name will be Sanji, a lover that gives his love freely without asking anything in return.