Today I've come to a realisation, what is the point in me living each day in this illusion. Believing in a dream that is only sweet and nice in the dream but bitter in reality. It hurts, what's the difference in this one and the last one? In the end the result seems the same. In the end it is still a broken heart. I have to find a new reason, a new reason to be able to live each day happily. A way to forget the unneeded, a way to let go of what I don't have, a place to bury my wishes and a place to lock my dreams.
You always wish me that my wishes would come true, but what if you are a part of the wishes I've made. Would you still want them to come true? I'm starting to lose faith, starting to find it hard to believe in my dreams, starting to doubt my wishes. Because in the end it could be just nothing more than a dream...
Taro Hakase, To Love You More, next song to learn on violin, but gonna be hard to find the music sheet. Hope I can find it one day.
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