Ulcers

These ulcers are getting bad, my whole body is reacting to it. Seems I would get a fever soon, my body has not been feeling good the whole day. Hope I get better soon.

Ah how wonderful it is to be young, though I can probably slip in as being an 18 year old, but well I know my age better. When I see how my current friends deal with their problems, it takes me back. I guess growing up does have it's advantages. You don't have to bother about many things that seems important when you were younger. How I wish I could help them, but well it wouldnt be fun for them if they doesnt go through their problems themselves. And moreover, they'll probably think of me as some weird old guy.

My eye has been twitching for the past 4 days, I wonder who's thinking of me. Relationships, when I see these kids liking each other I can't help thinking what's the point or maybe I am already too old. At this stage, when I look at girls, I'm probably looking at their possibility of being a wife quality, not a girlfriend. I'm not at the age of looking for girlfriends anymore. Someone blessed by god made a prophecy about me, that I will be on the road to marriage with someone within three years, and that is probably when I graduate. Well three years is a long time, hard to say who will be the one.

Head's spinning, time to rest.