I don't know what this feeling is about, I'm feeling worried and scared, is it because there's 2 assignments due next week and a mid semester exam also or is it the upcoming finals in a months time, or meeting you in a months time. I don't know which is making me feel so nervous, making me feel that i don't like myself, feels like I have to change something from myself. This insecure feeling, afraid of the unknown. I shall pray more. You know, with us being separated so far apart, I shouldn't wish for too much cos anything can happen and I am so afraid of it. When if that day comes, just thinking of it makes me so sad, makes my heart nervous, gets me a fever. If that day ever comes, I hope God has already helped me with it, because I know it will be the most torrid time of my life. I'll just pray that it won't happen.
On to other stuffs, I can play Kekasih Sejati on piano reasonably well already with single chords so far, but my teacher is going further and expecting me to play with broken chords which is making it really really hard for me. My violin bowing is improving but still making mistakes here and there, takes more practise.
"I wanna call the stars
down from the sky
I wanna live a day
that never dies
I wanna change the world
only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do"
Westlife & Diana Ross : When you tell me that you love me
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