Wish

2 more assignments, 1 more mid term exam and finals soon. Time do fly fast, I believe I did pretty well so far for my test and exams. My piano and violin are lagging behind cos I haven't been practising much with the mid terms. But this week should be good, have to start practising can can and jingle bells on violin, will take some time.

I remember some times last week I had a bad feeling, I dont know if that was jealousy or something else, it just didnt feel good, but it was over after just a day. I'm happy that I can finally get over such stuffs much faster that I used too, last time it would take me days or weeks to be in a not sad state, or maybe last time it was more sad days than happy days. Now things has changed much for the better, which is good.

Today for most of the day I was thinking of you, how I wish that we can meet more often, we havent seen each other for like 7 months. Well I guess it isnt time for us to meet. Today a friend had a birthday and he's the same age as me, but from looks he looks so much older than me, or maybe I still look childish. Guess I should thank God for making me still look young at this age or maybe it's for a reason hmm...nmind.

Just need more practise and I can be proficient in playing Kekasih Sejati on piano, and then next one i want to learn Pachelbel canon on piano, should take a while. I don't know how others feel, but maybe it seems that I'm overdoing things, like taking lessons for musical instruments on top of the already not so easy semester curriculum. Well for me I don't think that it's heavy for me, I am still managing them pretty well, I guess the difference is in attitudes and time management. Sometimes it does get hard especially when we have to battle laziness, I believe I can control that part already and move on when laziness try to strike me down.

I wish that I can meet you soon and have a sweet dream of you tonight and you to have a nice dream of whatever that will make me better in your heart, hehe.