Monday, January 28, 2008

Moving On

"God blesses you not because you are good, but because He is good"
- Joseph Prince

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Today I woke up with a bad feeling, my heart was hurting, it was in pain and I don't know the reason. No it wasn't physical pain, it was emotional pain. I don't know how or why it hurts but it was hurting. It seems that I've become a crybaby after being baptized. I tear at the slightest of things, I read a book and tear, I listen to pastor's talk and cry, when I speak about my experiences I tear. I really have become a bit of a crybaby. Tomorrow that same pastor that I cried to will be invited to my parent's home church group and I am gonna attend, oh hope I don't cry like I did on Sunday.

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Sometimes we can't really control what we think of, unintentionally we start to think about our sad memories and dwell in it for longer than a moment and it starts to affect our day. Not as easy as saying I want to only think about happy things when we don't have much happy stuffs to think about. That's why we must learn how to feel blessed and thankful. We are thankful for the life we have and the experiences we have gotten so far for they have shaped us for who we are.

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